Isolation

I feel so isolated here. I know I have my parents in the area, but sometimes that isn't enough, especially with Christmas coming up. I know most of it is my own fault, I don't leave the house much and I hate to call people. I should feel like I have more free time with Grandma being in the hospital, but I don't. I am grateful for the support of my family here and the support from my church family. I did get Christmas shopping done and I am going to mail packages today to Illinois and California, maybe I will take the dress I got back to the store, it looks wierd on me, maybe cause I'm so short. I dunno...